When you're like 16, everything rushes around you, rage, happiness, love and life. Every situation happens so fast, you can't even understand whether you feel angry or fine. But it's just a matter of time before you can start to work it out. By the time you're in your twenties, you just become a mixture of feelings, because the young rebel part of you is fighting against the deep grown up thoughts. Don't be afraid of despair, situations like those are made for us to strengthen and improve. Please keep up, don't fall.